My life was a hard life filled with a lot of pain and torment.  One day I found myself at my lowest point.  I had locked myself in the bathroom and was trying to have one moment of peace.  All I could do was cry.  I was at my wits end.  I didn’t know if I would ever make it out of this hell I was living in, this nightmare of existence.  I felt as though everyone that I was supposed to be able to depend on didn’t care if I even existed.  I needed someone or something to hold on to.  After many hours of crying out of desperation, I finally turned my crying into pleading with Christ.  Pleading for his help.  Pleading for him to rescue me and to help my situation.   That night in that bathroom I found Christ.  I found freedom, and I found the help that I so badly needed.  I felt his arms around me holding me tight so that the hurt that I had experienced would no longer exist.  All of us go through things throughout our lives that transform us and change us into things that we don’t want to ever become.  Not that we choose it, we are thrown into it by our environment.  Once I gave everything to God my life changed.  I was free.  I felt this huge burst of freedom.  I began going to church and started praying for my situation on a daily basis.  I went back to school and my friends, who knew I didn’t want anything to do with God, saw a smile on my face and saw a change in me.  God had changed my life and I was moving out of this miserable existence I had been living in.   Now I live a life with passion and love that only God has supplied for me.  If you are living in a dreadful nightmare and need someone to turn to, God is here for you.  He will heal all hurts, he will listen and not judge, he will hold you up in times when you in your own strength cannot do so.  God will answer your prayers.  Won’t you give God a chance?